Pregnancy!

Lamanye tak update blog.Not really into blog tapi alang2 da ade blog..might as well update..hehe.Well, i'm gonna due anytime now...terasa cuaks!but being pregnant..a lot of good things happened.Bukan la..aku pun tatau nak cakap camne..i think it is easier to start a conversation with people..all of sudden strangers would simply come to me and start giving tips and talk about pregnancy!!Sometimes I find it rather amazing to have this kinda connection with strangers...haha!Cam u can easily make new friends. Especially with those yg pernah pregnant or yg tgh pregnant..but not really with yg belum pernah pregnant le...hehe.

And I think my relationship with baby bear is getting better. Rase cam aku lebih sayang die and die lebih sayang kat aku...eventhough 2..3..bulan ni die panggil aku si gemok..but I couldn't be bothered.My fav past time now is to watch movie or tv and just lie close next to him and cuddle him...;).Rase cam bear yg amat besar wrapped in my tiny hands...hehe

Well i'm not tiny anymore..I put on weight...byk gak le...15kg.Tapi ari tu masa awal pose, aku lose 2 kg and doktor marah aku...die takut affect baby..so hari2 seterusnya dalam bulan ramadhan aku tak pose..hehe...byk le aku kena ganti pose...haiya!Tapi tape, aspa promise die nak pose sekali ngan aku..temankan...kononnye..:P

Kaki aku swell like crazy!!!Sekarang seriously malas nak berjalan dgn kaki yg BESAR dan badan yg berat..I feel like a mixture of bear and penguin.Aspa cakap aku da start jln cam penguin..well..i think it stabilizes me ...i mean bila jln cam penguin tu...haha!

So kalau ikut due date..7/11/06..tapi doktor kate baby da engaged..so might be earlier!Aku cam da tak sabar nak tgk baby kici ni kuar...though kinda cuaks bila pikir pasal masa delivery nanti..haiyayya!So far doktor kate i might go for normal delivery..tapi tatau le kalau ade complication or anything...hopefully tade le kena ceaser..sbbnye..ongkosnye and also the recovery process kinda lambat compared to normal delivery..tapi tak sakit le masa nak operate tu. So i decided not to take epidural...tapi tah le...aku ni bukan tahan sakit...i think amik penthadine da cukup kot..and laughing gas..haha..i wonder how am I gonna deliver and at the same time I'm gonna laugh my head off!!haha

Alhamdullilah in this 2 mths ni we manage to save up to RM6k just for the baby(for delivery, brg baby..etc2) sbb we expect the worst.Iye le back up duit lebih sket....mana tau perlu guna mana2..kalau tak guna..boleh simpan je dgn saving lain...:D.Tapi masa pose ari tu mmg ok la..since we wanted to save..we didn't dine out that much..sekali sekala je...and aku berpuas ati juge le sbb dapat masak for aspa..though rase cam penat sgt...ye le..carry this heavy body ..after work..beli makanan mentah and cook for aspa..selalu sampai umah da kul 6 lebih..sian aspa..selalu berbuka main dish lepas kul 7.30 pm sbb tak sempat nak masak the main dish before buka pose...hehe..tape le..at least the food was..not that bad...haha! Tapi the main reason aku masak pun sbb aku tanak aspa makan food dari stall pasar ramadhan sbbnye the haze was very bad masa ramadhan tu..might as well aku masak...lagi bersih and terjamin!...:D